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On Special Students

It is seven and I have just gotten home. I ate Ak-Mak and hummus, which I had stored for this occasion since, due to renovations in the kitchen, I cannot cook. I made a salad and I am drinking a glass of wine. I have just realized I am missing one of the films in the art series the university is giving, a film I really wanted to see. I could still go, and perhaps I will, but I am tired and disoriented and although I remembered it in the morning, I had forgotten until this moment.

The reason for this is special students. In one class, dealing with discipline – confiscating cell phones, sending students out into the hall, insisting they speak to the department chair and the Dean of Students, was truly exhausting today. I and some other students are slightly afraid of one young man who does not seem particularly balanced.

In the next class, we sat in a circle so that the most dominant student cannot place herself in the middle and interrupt so visibly. She moved her chair so as to sit by me and kept tapping me on the shoulder when she felt attention was going to another speaker. She appears to feel she knows more about the material in the course than I or the majors do, and she has given speeches on why our approach to the field is wrong.

This student was the only one who could not write her paper. I have suggested to her repeatedly, verbally and also in writing, that she be evaluated for ADD and get treatment for anxiety. She shouts at me, saying that she should have alternative assignments since she does not miss class and she does “participate.”

All of these students have major educational and mental health problems. I have been repeatedly told we must be understanding and helpful to those who have not had the opportunities in life we have had. They are the customers, and we are to serve them well.

I do not think this is in any way right. I also do not think the problems these people have can be addressed with the idea of “helping the poor student” in mind. These students are well aware that we have been directed to “help” them and to be “understanding,” and they are taking advantage of this.

I note that some of these people are planning on failing — they are in school this semester because grants and loans are what they are living on now. And that, I suggest, is why they are so fervently believe that all recipients of public aid are “freeloaders” — because they themselves are.

They are the easy cases, however. The student who mystifies me is the one tapping me on the shoulder. She is, as she points out, serious. But she has many gaps in her preparation and they cannot be easily filled. I mean: her preparation is a gap and I am not sure how to bridge it, since this is a junior level course already.

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Five Days Without Nora / Nora’s Will

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Duncan on H.D.

The H.D. Book is at its core a polemic–elevating the female and the nonconformist and the heterodox against the institutions of men. One of these institutions was literature.

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Jorge Michel Grau

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Papa Grows Funk

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sabotage (n.)

1910, from Fr. sabotage, from saboter “to sabotage, bungle,” lit. “walk noisily,” from sabot “wooden shoe” (13c.), altered (by association with O. Fr. bot “boot”) from M. Fr. savate “old shoe,” from an unidentified source that also produced similar words in O. Prov., Portuguese, Spanish, Italian, Arabic and Basque. In French, the sense of “deliberately and maliciously destroying property” originally was in reference to labor disputes, but the oft-repeated story that the modern meaning derives from strikers’ supposed tactic of throwing old shoes into machinery is not supported by the etymology. Likely it was not meant as a literal image; the word was used in French in a variety of “bungling” senses, such as “to play a piece of music badly.” The verb is first attested 1918 in English, from the noun. Saboteur is 1921, a borrowing of the French agent noun. Related: Sabotaged; sabotaging.

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AX is for Accent

I have come across a possible solution to all my accent mark problems. AX. Free, open source, works anywhere; it is working for me in three programs so far.

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