I now do nothing but work, and I still need to step it up further. I understand at last those people who say they do not care where they live or how they dress because all they do is work. I am not convinced the lack of recreation will be good for work on a permanent basis, however.
My work focus is on streamlining the part of work that is drudgery and emphasizing the part that is entertaining and leads to intellectual development.
I am unlearning my guilt about work. To work makes me feel guilty and scared for reasons such as these:
+ it is improper to take anything one is doing seriously
+ it is selfish to actually undertake one’s own job assignment
+ it is not hip to put in effort
+ it is not hip not to be disaffected
+ it is unfair to others to imagine one knows what one is doing and to move right on ahead.