Service: no nonsense.
Teaching: low expectations.
Research situation: vigilance.
Recreation and general self-care: a lot.
In Reeducation, as we know, I learned that I should not be the center of my own life or take authority in it. I learned to be apologetic about and ashamed of my various achievements and intellectual orientation. I learned I was not a person worth caring for. I am still trying to unlearn these things.