Haste makes waste, and giving things the time they deserve means love.
My utter fear of the administration and of the lower division students. It has been disabling enough that I really should have left.
The alt-ac people. I always assumed my plan B would be another kind of research job. Most peoples’ plan B is teaching.
How there is no clear answer on whether or not I am interested in this. Of course I am — I am just not interested in this exclusively, and I have been traumatized in this to the point of being disabled for it for a long time. People would not believe me on this but it was true.
The joy of Occupying my study. Making my workshop mine.
Doing candomblé rituals and getting more Buddhist, as well.
The importance of fighting on one’s own side. Most of my life, I think I have been on the opposite one.