First: be good to myself and not panic.
the links on that page, the Raza cósmica bibliography, the course poster [WHICH CAN WAIT], the grading, and the application.
There is of course this paper which must be dealt with [WHICH CANNOT WAIT].
But for the rest of this day,
the grading and a walk and some sleep would be things I could do for ME.
That would do the most to advance all agendas, those three things, inmediatamente.
It is I who have learned to stand in my own way because of having been taught it was illegitimate that I could do these things, and inappropriate that I should be happy.
I still have not unearthed that student’s paper and I must do it.