Ce moys de mai

ma verte cotte je vestirai.

I have been trying to decide whether or not to leave the Democratic Party formally. I am going to vote Green for President in November but I am still attached to the mid-century idea of the Democratic Party as the party of the working class.

I regret I cannot be a loyal Democrat — the allegedly realistic option in the United States after the suppression of the Left — but that Political Compass Test says even the most liberal Democrats are quite far away from me on many points. They are “tolerant” like me but they are a capitalist party and apparently I do not have the capitalist attitude at all — I am socialist and anarchist, even more than I realize or acknowledge.

I see ever more clearly how I take after my grandmother and great-aunt, the Socialists (who knew and argued with Emma Goldman), and my great-uncle, the Wobbly. Reading about the IWW once again I note that its internal arguments are the ones I have with myself. Perhaps I am it or it is me.

Perhaps I was explicitly given it to inherit. When I got my first car Addison and my grandmother were already dead but the car allowed me to go visit my great-aunt on my own for the first time. I did not think of it then, I just went because I wanted to, but it was probably very important to her that I did this. She was at least 94 and may also have supposed it could be the last time she saw me. Perhaps she made sure to offer me the legacy that day.

With her and Addison the usual place to have lunch would have been the Blue Rock, which had been a speakeasy and had bawdy-rooms upstairs in the early twentieth century but was respectable now. We could not go, she said, because she had been the day before, so we went elsewhere.

What she had to say started out: “Don’t tell anyone, but I am still a Socialist.”

Axé.

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3 responses to “Ce moys de mai

  1. Brandon

    “I am still attached to the mid-century idea of the Democratic Party as the party of the working class.”

    On the ground in Hawaii, it still is. But we have a lot of people who don’t vote and are not involved in politics at all. Greens showed potential in the nineties, and the Republicans, once dominant until the mid-50s, are a rump party, with moderates and conservatives vying for control.

    • Z

      Well, it is the party the non-whites vote in, but the white working class votes Republican in my zone. Under the DLC it isn’t the party of the working class, I don’t think.

  2. Brandon

    There’s also the effort to build up the Aloha Aina Party:
    https://www.facebook.com/groups/417636765095203/

    Happy May Day by the way!

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